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2011-04-03T17:30:00.003-07:00

well hello :)
so im updating again going to try and get better at this :) so this last week i drove back to arizona with my mom that was long haha but being the driver makes time go faster i've noticed lol unless your the passenger and completely passed out :P haha
but anywayy coming from 20 degree weather to 90 degree weather is a climate shock, my body is still trying to get used to this, is ridiculously hot
we are having record breaking heat here right now its insane haha
But yes, i've gone swimming and started a annual girls night out with my girls sonja and sam :)
not much else to account on except im trying to find a job its ridiculous how hard it is :( ahh man.. lol but anyway

2 months till David will be here :D
oh and me and my dad are looking at moving into a house in june or july not completely sure yet tahaha :)

tata darlings :)
-Josta

of course

2010-11-28T14:03:00.002-07:00

i would forget my password to this thing lol

i've been so busy lately that its just plain right crazy!

work has been hectic and let me tell you

working retail in a mall on black friday SUCKS it was so packed all day and i had to cover someones shift so i was there for instead of the 6 hours i was supposed to do i was there for 12, it was a clustermuncher!

on my lunch break i braved the mall area and went straight to hot topic got the two shirts (that were only 2 for 25 instead of being 20 bucks for each shirt) that i wanted, stood in line at orange julius for 10 minutes and made it back in time for my lunch to be over and have to start back up, i mean i guess the bonus of it being busy was the fact that it went FAST i looked at the clock and was like holy damn! so hopefully i get a good paycheck out of that

im craving....a new tattoo haha, i haven't had ink in 10 months i need a new one, i know what i want just need the money so hopefully for christmas? :)

Tim and cheys wedding turned out gorgeous i'll have to post photos when they actually get them posted on the photography website, its taking forever lol

what else...hmm i think thats it for now

-Josta

a month!?!?

2010-10-29T17:38:00.008-07:00

wow i can't believe its been a month since i have posted on here, thats pretty damn right sad.

im so horrible at this, i always come on here to read the people's that im following blogs, but i never hit the new post button even tho i should.

oh geez where to begin, i haven't posted since september 20th and since than a LOT of stuff has happened and a lot is happening still lol

well lets start with that week, of course i wasn't feeling goo

d, but other than that everything was going good! :)

September 23rd, 2010- i get a text from my friend who i had just seen earlier on saying that she was going to the hospital to be induced and having the baby today, so at around 8pm i went up to the hospital and nothing was progressing and i had a busy day ahead of me(a job interview! :]) on the 24th so i headed home around 1am. She ended up having to have a C-section that morning and My Goddaughter Jesskia Renee Thornely was born at 3:44am on September 24, 2010

September 25th- went and tried on my dress at Davids Bridal, they are gorgeous dresses, but holy hell the PRICE was so ridiculous, with depositing and everything it was ridiculous so chey's mom decided she was going to make our bridesmaid dresses, the price is the same but we can pay her over time thankfully instead of having to have it paid for by the 12th and the fact that they didn't have everyones size, they had mine but missy (tims sister) was the same size top as me and they only had one of them. so annoying.

Over the next week random stuff was just crammed into the schedule, going over to get fitted my dress and everything. Than the 7th of october was my dads 40th birthday we went out to dinner at red robin YUMMMMMMM :D and than the 8th we had a birthday party for him at tim and cheys place :) it was fun

i was feeling doubtful about the job interview that i had had because i hadn't heard anything back from them at all, well on the 13th they called me and i got the job!!! :D i am now an employee at Dicks sporting goods :) i've always wanted to get a job at a sporting good store so im happy :) lol

on the 13th and 14th i went shopping with sam and sonja they were trying to find stuff for homecoming dance cause we were gonna go as alumni but sams sis got sick so we couldn't go :( but its okay i had more fun i think (that later)

on the 15th i had to go in to work and do paperwork and watch the most boring training videos i've ever watched, 4 agonizing hours but the kid i was training with was a hoot we kept laughing and making fun of the videos.

the 16th i got together with all the bridesmaids at starbucks and we planned Cheys bridal shower and bacholerette party (which sadly i can't go to because im not 21 :[ 2 more years!) after that i went over and tried the bottom part of my dress on and it fit perfect :) hopefully its still like that (i've lost some weight)

the 18th i got a surprise from ups fallout new vegas got to us a day early!! it wasn't even supposed to be released till the 19th and we got it on the 18th! haha :P

the 21st was my first day at the new job! me and my friend sonja went up to the mall early so we could hang out and stuff we went and played around at the apple store :D fun stuff lol and we also watched people speed walk thru the mall whilst sipping on starbucks lol i worked from 1-5 and my dad came and picked me and sonja up she hung out with some friends while i was at work and her and sam came and said hi to me while i was in training mode lol :D after we dropped off sonja we went to the store and got pizza stuff and than we came home and made pizza for dinner.

on the 22nd me and my dad went over to tim and cheys and had a scary movie night with them and chey's brother and his wife. it was fun :) we watched the new nightmare on elm street and the new amityville horror it was good lol amber hadn't seen either and she jumped a few times it was great :D

the 23rd my dad, tim & chey and myself went to LJ's pizza (my favorite pizza place in az) for dinner and than we went to the gauntlet haunted house at golfland it was GREAT for 12 bucks a person hell yeah and the fact that i saw a guy (who was trying to be all cool and stuff because i was in his group) completely legit scream, run and jump like a little girl. at the very end our group almost died of laughter we were expecting cause we had seen people coming out of the house and there was a guy hiding with a chainsaw but this guy didn't know and the dude came out with the chainsaw and i swear to god this kid ran and didn't stop running till he was all the way on the other side of the mini golf lmfao it was AMAZING, we went into the arcade and me and chey played ddr and than we left stopped and got drinks and stuff and than we went back to tim and cheys for a few and than we went and saw paranormal activity 2 at 11pm, it was AWESOME it definitely scared me a few times, even freaked my dad out, a total must see for sure :) good idea on my part :P made a scary night even better :)

on the 25th i had my first day full day of work scurryy lol i was all by myself but i got the hang of it after a while :D i worked 3-9:15 and jonny saved me and gave me a ride so i didn't have to walk (not having insurance on my car FREAKING SUCKS MONKEY BUTT!!!!!) than my dad picked me up :)

26th i woke up and i checked outside and guess what was sitting on my doorstep!?!?! FABLE 3!!! i played till about 2 and than i had to leave i worked again but i had to walk, it was so hot to, ugh why is it in the 90's in october? 3-9:15 again my coworkers are cool tho they weren't gonna let me walk home, but my dad came to pick me up :) but if he wouldn't have they would have found a way to get me home they are so cool :) i got home and of course played some fable 3 :D lol

27th i was off so i spent the day doing what? laundry and of course playing fable 3 hahaha 28th was the same BUT I BEAT FABLE!!! haha yeah i beat it in 2 1/2 days thats intense my dad hasn't even beaten it yet, just goes to show you how much i love fable lol.

today's the 29th and i waited for my dad to get home so we could go to the grocery store to get stuff for tomorrow, we are making dips and stuff for the halloween party tomorrow, and i got the HUGE marshmellows :D i just hope someone pulls thru and gets graham crackers so we can have giant smores lol :P

tomorrow isn't halloween i know but its the day that we can all have the party so tomorrow morning im getting up and showering doing my hair and my makeup and getting pumped for the party :)) than wait for dad to get home from work and go to alexa's get my tutu that i need and than im gonna try to coax my dad into stopping at the halloween store so i can get fake eyelashes (it would make my makeup so much more amazing) and than head to the partayyy :D should be fun my dads being fred flinstone and im being captain america girl aka marvel girl, me, my grandma and mom made it over summer. BUT i am taking another costume with me because the fabric of my homemade costume is really tight and its so HOT and not breathable at all i'll be sweating so much (GROSS much) than the 31st i don't know what im doing probably nothing just chill at home i work on the 2nd 315-915 and than again on the 4th but this time 945-315..blek morning shift. the 5th im spending the day with chey its my day with the bride since i can't go to the girls night out on the 6th, my dad leaves for flag on the 5th for the bachelor party, and than the 6th is the dinner that i dunno if im gonna be able to go to, and than the 7th is chey's bridal party which should be fun :D i don't know my schedule for the next week but i know they better have givin me the right days off i CANNOT work the 11th, 12th or 13th way to busy the 11th i have a appointment at 1130am to get my nails done for the wedding with all the girls and than the rehersal dinner is this night too, than the 12th is the big day BUSY DAY more like it lol, gotta wake up at like 7 or 8 and get all my stuff together and than have dad get his tux and everything good to go than we have to be in tempe around 11am-noon so we can get ready there since im a bridesmaid and he's a groomsman, than the wedding is at 4 and than the night will go to the reception and i dunno how long thats gonna be but than we will drive home, and im gonna need a r&r day lol, than the weekend after that is guess what HARRY FREAKING POTTER!!! i can't believe this is the last installment i know its only part 1 of 2 but still its sad!! i've grown up with HP, probably going to the midnight premeire with jonny and rina and them and than going to see it again with tim & chey and my dad on the 20th or 21st :) their first movie as a married couple :) and than the 20th i might go to my friends adam bday party not sure yet

and by the way totally not looking forward to the 26th thats right black friday, because more than likely you'res truly will have to drag her ass outta bed at a nice 3am and go to work. :/ blek the joys of being a cashier, thats gonna be scary lol

well wow that was long, but im condensing a lot haha

next time i'lll try not to wait a month!

-Josta

recently

2010-09-20T23:06:00.002-07:00

i have been really sick :(
im not sure whats going on with my body, but ever since i had surgery on my mouth and i got that infection, i've been getting so sick and yet again im sick, dizzy beyond belief, stuffy head, headaches, tiredness, everything is just going wrong right now.
im starting to really get worried on whats going on and i think its about time to head to the doctor and find out whats going on with my body.
because i can't keep this up for much longer..something just isn't right.
lets cross our fingers that i just get better soon.
but if not, and i do have to go to the doctor.
Lets pray its nothing serious..
-Josta

So today

2010-09-12T22:54:00.007-07:00

was my birthdayy :D i turned 19...can you believe it 19!! holy geez time freakin flies by

my birthday celebration started last night :) Alexa and Adam came and got me and than we went to Silver Que Hookah lounge and than Our friend Kibby showed up and my frie

nd Marek ended up showing up it was pretty fun :) met some new

people had a fun night :D

well i woke up this morning and just relaxed and waited till i heard from jonny, showered, got some toast all that stuff and than jonny called me and he took me out for gelato, and starbucks than we met up with brit and ricky, than we went back to th

e mall and for my birthday i got a tiara and birthday sash :D haha it was awesome than we went into Dicks Sporting goods and i was watching the cards vs st. louis game YELLING in the middle of the store but thankfully my cards one on my bday :) lets home my chiefs do the same tomorrow! , around 5 i went back home and went to dinner with my dad to one of my favorite places Red Robin :) Yummmmmmmmmmm, i love my dad he's so awesome :)) after dinner went back home and watched the cowboys redskins game with my dad and than when he went to bed i went out with brit and ricky and we washed my car! lol than i went and saw destiny and daniel, she's huge she's due anyday now so im on baby call lol, than i came home and talked

to david on skype :) <3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdNYPW1mlE0

But i think thats probably the end of my night lol gonna go watch some movies or something till i pass out who knows lol

heres some pictures :)

Flash Back :D

2010-07-31T17:51:00.002-07:00

Flash back to kindergarten, who was your best friend? Do you remember, do you remember "playing" with them afterschool, going over to their house, recess at school? how about field trips? their name? or maybe not even that but maybe the last day you saw them?
i do, my best friend was a little boy named David Bilbray, i used to go over to his house after school we would play hungry hungry hippos and that weird elephant game that the elephant trunk shot out butterflys and we would ride our bikes around his neighborhood, during recess we would hold hands and run around the playground and dig holes in the sand, when it rained we would play with the builder blocks, and in the kitchen and when we were lucky mrs. cadwell let us get on the computers! we once went on a field trip to the layton park and i remember we went to the playground and had lunch there and we found these rocks which are still there and me and david played leap frog on them :), we were inseperable, but his parents were air force and they had to move and when kindergarten got over he left :( i went over to his house one last time and it was all packed up and the last time i saw him was after we hugged and i had said "see you later" and got into my grandpa's car and we drove away. little did i know that was the last time i would talk to him for 13 years. Well this last weekend i was bored and so i was going through old photo albums that my grandma puts together and there were a bunch of pictures of me and david :) and so i decided what the hell lets try this again (i had been searching for him for a long time) and i entered his name on google about the 6th result was Facebook: David Bilbray-Florida, i thought hmm maybe so i decided to add them, the next thing i know i get a post on my facebook Whoa is this who i think it is and i asked him who he thought it was and he said the Josta i knew in kindergarten in utah? :D i was SO SO SO happy you don't even know :D all my hard work finally paid off and i found my long lost best friend :) i lived in florida on the opposite coast as him a couple years ago lol its a small world, but we have been texting and talking and it seriously feels like we have been friends this whole time, now we are planning a trip for either me to go to jacksonville florida where he's going to college or for him to come to arizona to see each other within the next year or so :) i can't even tell you how ecstatic this makes me :) mission complete on finding david bilbray :D

Wickeddd

2010-07-20T18:30:00.003-07:00

So i went to lagoon the other day with my bestest Tasha and we had SO much fun :) i got a season pass so i can go whenever i want to so if anyone wants to go with me let me know!! :D please lol :)

The Wicked (the newest coaster) is AMAZING <3>

Me and tash are hopefully going back sometime this week and going to lagoon-a beach since they have the bounceback deal going so she can get in for $10.00 cause i bought her the valid pass :)

Other than lagoon not to much has been going on i might be going rafting down ogden canyon this weekend so that should be fun :) but the water is going to be scary cold lol, than i'll be going to lava hot springs and than my grandma wants to plan a run up to idaho falls so that should be fun :)) i love getting to see my family up there and i finally get to meet little Stone <3>

oh i've noticed in utah that people here say lets play instead of lets hang out haha i think its cute :) its silly to see the things that are different from here and there.

anyway im out :)
<3

-Josta

OH and i've been practicing my photography! :D

Update

2010-07-14T18:30:00.000-07:00

Well nothing to exciting has been going on here in utahh lol
i've been getting a lot of dirty looks when i wear shorts and flip flops because you can see both of my tattoos. people up here are so judgemental sometimes.. grr
Well i screwed up my knee pretty bad the other week been having a hard time walking real good and i have a gnarly scab so im hoping for a awesome scar lol
Tomorrow im hanging with Tasha :) i kinda wanna go to cherry hill but i dunno for sure yet what we are going to do who knows? i'll pack my swimsuit in my purse just in case just like i do down in arizona i almost always have a swim suit in my purse lol
We'll lets see what else is going on...hmm nothing really
hopefully something exciting roles around soon

Well bye for now :)

-Josta

Rant and Utah

2010-06-24T23:05:00.004-07:00

okay so this first part is going to be a rant about obamas latest crap so if you want to skip the political rant you can skip to the second portion of this blog :)

here we go

Obama straight up pissed me off, in one of his last press conferences there was something missing, the american flag he had them removed. WTF is this crap? way to go obama great job on supporting our country. sorry, im a girl that takes patriotism very proudly i have a american flag tattooed on my leg. our president the man that is supposed to lead our country has them removed from the background of his speach WTF!?! Every single president in the USA history has had american flags in the background of their speeches but mr. obama says that he doesn't want them in his. i mean COMMON you live in america you are the president

the man that is leading our country you should show some damn respect for the soldiers risking their lives, the veterans that have risked their lives/given their lives to protect that flag the one that represents us the land of the free and the home of the brave. stop being a yellow belly-ed

bastard show some respect apologize to the troops and the veterans that you are pretty much turning your back to dear mr. president. leader my ass.

DONE WITH THE RANT :)

okay sorry i had to get that out of my system , this is my last week in arizona for 2 months im excited but im sad at the same time..i hate leaving home. Im going up to utah so it should be nice but im going to miss my dad so much..and im not looking to forward to seeing my mom as some drama went down and i know its just going to blow up into a huge fight. when does it not?

but hopefully my cousin josh and his wife ash can bring stone down and go to lagoon me and josh were talking about it so im crossing my fingers :)

The Iron Maiden concert was AMAZING :) freaking amazing saw so many friends there went with my dad and tim, chey it was so much fun :) ahh i loved it

anyway im off to bed i've been under the weather and im almost better so im not going to jinx it by staying up all night :)

goodnight loves <3>

holy geez

2010-05-30T23:54:00.005-07:00

where the hell have i been on this?

i haven't been on in so long its crazy haha feb. wow josta wow you suck at this haha

but i've been doing all the school stuff and everything

oh hey so the last blog i did i had a new tattoo right? haha well no its not a tattoo but i did get my lip pierced :)

the other night i went to a amazing rave it was fun but now im dead tired lol so time to go clean my piercing (i just got it today!) and get some sleep im going to see prince of persia with my dad tomorrow :)

Goodnight
<3 Josta <3

I got a new tattoo :)

2010-02-07T16:44:00.002-07:00

i got it yesterday :) i designed it and let me tell you the foot HURTS but its so worth it

the egyptian ankh symbolizes eternal life and my two last names young-lennartz is wrapped into the spirals with the butterfly

im in love with it.

-Josta

P.S.
GO SAINTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPERBOWL!!!

2010-01-24T21:16:00.003-07:00

YEAH BABY :) i knew they would make it!!!!

too bad my best friend is going to be in IRAQ during the game :( its his favorite team :( he leaves friday

this sucks.. :(

so sick

2009-12-16T10:38:00.002-07:00

this seriously sucks.

i haven't been this sick in such a long time

my throat is seriously so swollen right now that it hurts to even swallow water.

i have a headache too :(

i've missed two days of school already but i HAVE to go tomorrow and friday because guess

what i have..FINALS.. yay for me i get to take finals while i feel like im going to completely just die. Isn't that just a lovely feeling.

i really need to get into see a doctor and find out whats going on, because honestly i know i need medication and im almost positive i have strep throat..

this majorly sucks..

well im off to go sleep again i think i've slept like 34 hours in the last 2 days so i've been up for like 14 hours..i think even that is pushing it

oh and on top of that

i hate, lying, manipulative, two-faced people.

yeah they think they are all smart by playing games behind my back oh no i see straight thru that B.S. and honey you have a storm waiting to strike on your butt.

well im out

-Josta

so frustrated!

2009-12-06T17:21:00.002-07:00

i just found out that i got a D on my paper

a D!!
i worked so hard on it to come up with a D i seriously hate my teacher, i edited the girl who sits next to me paper and it was almost all off topic yet mine who i had my 7-8 teacher read and she said it was awesome a deserved at least a B i hand it in get it back from my 5-6 teacher and its a D!!!!!!!

ugh :(

i feel like a failure right now

i hate getting low grades.

-josta

:/

2009-12-03T22:04:00.002-07:00

i feel like someone is stabbing me in the ribs

it hurts so bad and i don't know whats wrong :(

im like gasping for air at points because it gets so painful..

well i decided i AM going to the winter formal dance with my friends tomorrow night

sand than probably just going to take it easy for the rest of the weekend.

oh and to my cousin Josh im so so so sorry about Alex :( i know how much he meant to you, just know that he's not in any pain anymore. And to both you and Ash i hope you find the pups soon! Love you all!

-Josta

rest in peace baby KC

2009-11-12T19:43:00.003-07:00

oh my baby boy, we grew up together, 14 amazing years and so many amazing memories and times. you were my brother. i'll never forget you snuggling up in my h

air purring like crazy, or you meowing in the middle of the night because you knew i would come out and give you lovins, i'll miss you rubbing up against my leg when i was getting you a treat, there are so many things i am going to miss about you bubbets. you were my little chiefs baby I LOVE YOU KC, your with grandpa now and i know that he is so happ

y to have you there with him, give him a bug kiss for me. i love you and i miss you already.

emotional breakdown

2009-11-11T18:08:00.003-07:00

i don't know what to do right now

im on the verge of emotional breakdown and shutdown

and i just can't sit down and take a deep breath

I just learned that my boy kitty KC isn't going to make it much longer..

i've had him since i was 4, he's my brother, my baby and i can't bring myself to realize that he's going to be leaving me soon.

November just hasn't been good to me the last two years

my grandpa passed away 2 novembers ago, last november i was trapped in florida isolated from everybody and this year im going to loose my baby.

One good thing has come out of this November and thats Josh and Ashleys baby stone, im so happy for them and im looking forward to meeting him in the future.

But apart from that i just don't know what to do.

im trying to look at this in a not so gloomy way by thinking you know he's been here for so long and i have so many good memories..

and on top of this everything is just piling up.

school is reaching the winter finals period and i just ugh this part of the year always screws me over.

i just can't get a grip and i know i keep going on and on and on

i just really need a hug and a moment to take a deep breath but i can't find that.

-Josta

Damnit!

2009-10-11T13:41:00.003-07:00

The Chiefs lost AGAIN.

wtf?

seriously now we are 0-6? really guys?

this SUCKS!!!

can we just win a game? we were doing so good

i mean we even tied the game in the last 20 seconds of the 4th quarter and everything and than in overtime we chocked.

GRRR!!!!

oh well im going to the Nest with JD later today :)

im scared but at least i'll have my best friend with me :) haha

once again. chiefs you need to step it up!!!

so being sick

2009-10-07T18:14:00.003-07:00

really really really

sucks

i seriously hate being sick its like the worst thing ever :(

i don't know what i have but if i don't get better soon my dads taking me to the doctor

i've got a fever my throat is sore nose is runny and all that jazz

gah i really really hope that its not the swine flu i would seriously have to just like cry

i feel like death 2 times over it really really sucks :(

boo

anyway im not going to school tomorrow and possibly not friday either

i really need rest

but today is something special

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH!

New artwork

2009-10-02T18:08:00.003-07:00

its located on my right calf, im in love with it

it burns and its bleedin a little but its fresh :)

i love it

i almost started crying when i was finished cause i was so happy

and the pain wasn't to bad

it just burns alittle right now

its my birthday! :) :)

2009-09-12T11:56:00.001-07:00

YAY :) haha im officially 18

hahahahahah its gonna be a good day i hope :)

5days

2009-09-07T20:17:00.002-07:00

Well wow haha so i pretty much slept all day yesterday away i slept for so long and than i woke up at 10am today

i was pretty much ready to just sit on my arse and do nothing today. But than i get a text at like 1030

"your hanging out with us today" and i shot a reply back "i don't think so haha i want to relax" and well they didn't take no for a answer

i thought they gave up but by time 1pm rolled around they were calling me up "you ready" haha i was like fine.

haha i love my friends but jeezzz haha

so i went and hung out with Karleigh, Alicia, Mel, Andrew, Shane and Andrew's friend i don't remember his name but he was WEIRD.

But it was pretty chill

im right now obsessed with Jade Empire on XBOX even tho im stuck on level 10 right now haha i got to level 10 after 2 days thats how much i've been playing it.

My grandparents are on their way down they are in st. george at their condo until thursday and than they will be here.

My tummy kinda hurts right now so i think i'll go to bed for the night

Good night! :)

-Josta

7days and 6days :)

2009-09-06T20:12:00.002-07:00

Well i didn't post yesterday because i wasn't home :P

i went out to suprise with my friend sonja and my dad to a party at me and my dads really good friends house(tim and chey) and it was super fun. it was my last week as a 17 year old party and than there is going to be another one not this upcoming weekend because my grandparents are coming down from utah for my birthday :) but the weekend after that haha :)

i can't believe that this week is almost at a end but im so glad that i have another day (monday) to recooperate cause boy do i need it

i slept almost 7 hours earlier and im getting ready to go back to bed >.<>

so as of today i have 6 days left almost 5 because its getting pretty late

today was my godfather charles birthday :)

i miss him i haven't seen him in a long time seeing as he moved to Georgia awhile back and even tho i lived in florida semi close by him i never got to see him

well anyway Charles if you read this i hope you had a wonderful birthday!

anyway i think thats enough for today :P im super tired still and if there is anything else i'll add it in a new blog later :)

well goodnight

-Josta

8 days

2009-09-04T21:02:00.004-07:00

i've figured that the days till my birthday will be the title of my day posts until my birthday :)

well today is friday and its labor day weekend 3 day weekend for most 4 day weekend for me.
mine hasn't started off that great so far, the reason being that it is a 4 day weekend for me is that i had to stay home sick today i was running a fever and all of that fun(not really) stuff.

all i really did today was slept, read my outside school reading project book, slept, slept, played xbox for a little bit and than read some more.
yeah and im still dead beat tired but i really need to shower before i call it a night, i've been sweating all day from the fever,ugh,gross.

this is the book that im reading for my project i hope it good its around 500 pages so its at my reading level which is in the college median :)
but tomorrow i really need to clean my room because my grandparents are going to be coming down for my birthday and my room is a absolute mess im so dissapointed in myself for letting it get messy >.<>

OH and i so want chicken and waffles right now, yeah you heard right but not just from anywhere it has to be from here --->

mmmmm lo lo's chicken and waffles so so so good! :)

anyway im off to go shower and than hopefully drift into a decent slumber :)

-Josta

9 days

2009-09-03T15:13:00.004-07:00

till i turn 18. its crazy to think that i'm going to be a "adult". im kinda scared about the new responsibility that i will have, but at the same time im kind of excited for it :)

I haven't posted in so long and i kinda feel guilty but i have been so busy with school and i've been sick for the last 2 weeks that i just haven't had the time too.

whatever im sick with it has been draining my energy super fast im

almost the walking dead before 3pm anymore.

i really hope its not the swine flu (even tho the regular flu is almost the same damn thing and kills more people)

i just want to be better again and no more sick

i hope im better before my birthday, that would suck so bad if i was sick on my bday

oh and im kidna excited to see what kinda presents i get from people haha :) what at least im honest, but truly for me a hug and a happy birthday (possibly a card) would be good for me :)

but other gifts are greatly appreciated to hahahahaahha :)

for being sick im still in a great mood :)

and im enjoying that haha but at the same time

i just want to go to bed and sleep for a day or two and feel better, but no guess what its only thursday! ugh why does it feel like friday? im not sure but hopefully i can stay awake in classes tomorrow. unlike today, i kept drifting off to sleep and slept in the nurses office.

the worst thing about being sick at school is that when you go into the ba

throom and throw up people jump to 2 conclusions your bulimic or your pregnant IM NOT EITHER OF THOSE PEOPLE im SICK! haha i actually said that today >.<>

anyway this picture was taken

on Karleighs 17th birthday Happy birthday karleigh! :)

Oh and i REALLY wish i had a car of my own.
i need a job

but i need a car cause everything is so far away

i need to go to school

and the college for other courses

bleh i really really do need a car

i'll keep my fingers crossed that i get one

Rest in peace..my dear friend.

2009-08-22T00:00:00.002-07:00

i can't believe you are truly gone you were such a great friend and you will be missed by many, especially me and Jeff. I hope your okay now and i hope that there is tons of parties and things for you to do. ily.

its been a while

2009-08-19T20:45:00.001-07:00

since i've posted anything

i started school and all that stuff

but i will honestly post a much longer detailed blog later

its just right now im exhausted

im not used to the school day yet

and let me tell you the 100+ degree weather isn't helping so i'm off to bed

goodnight

i'll post more another night

-Josta

a sigh of relief.

2009-08-11T15:09:00.002-07:00

all i can say is thank god.

ugh!

now i have to unpack haha im horrible >.<

-Josta

well. (i edited the words, to not offend anyone)

2009-08-10T20:56:00.003-07:00

I'm home :) i got to see my dad and my cats and my fish :)

but they FREAKIN lost my bag.

I'm so pissed off right now that i can't even begin to explain the anger i have at the moment

its ridiculous!
I'm so mad

i just checked the delta website with this little stupid thing

about my file reference number and everything explaining ho

w they are extremely sorry for the inconvenience.

i was going to do a photo shoot tomorrow morning. but guess what i can't freakin do it because of this crap!

UGH

anyway kc is being cute and laying in my laundry basket with old clothes

he is so adorable and kisses is purring :)

i think she went in to annoy my dad.

well i think I'm going to try and get some sleep.

i told my self today NOT to fall asleep on the plane because that makes my jet lag worse but guess what i did.

i fell asleep on the plane what woke me up was the little bump from landing.

sheash.

anyway PLEASE pray and cross your fingers that my bag shows up.

ALL of my clothes are in there.

i mean all.

:(
-Josta

(the pissed off Delta airline customer)

so this..

2009-08-10T02:44:00.002-07:00

is my last night in my room at my grandparents house in utah

its sad to go :( i'll miss everyone up here

my grandparents my grandma young, my cousin jeff uncle lynn, aunt cindy & uncle john.

My family in Idaho falls since they will be further away than what they are now :( im praying i can make it up to go to Ashley's baby shower.

im going to miss all my utah friend ecspecially Tasha Marie Farkas and her sister Chibi :) and Mr. Hank Rowberry.these to have and always will be my best friends.

but at the same time of the sadness i have joy, i get to see my dad tomorrow and my kitties :)

This is my week so far:

monday- a lot of tears of sadness, but also drying those tears on the thought of going home. hopefully hank can stop by and say bye before i leave for the airport. Than i fly out to phoenix. Land get to see my dad :) go home and see my precious kitty's and my fish :). Sleep in my normal bed :)

tuesday- BAFFT photoshoot hopefully :) so excited :) my luck that my BAFFT ashlyns dad is a photographer and her mom is a makeup artist :) haha we get to do fun stuff like this :) ily dude

wed.- going to the movies with ashlyn AND hopefully *crossing my fingers* samantha :) get to hang out with them :) than that night im going to Heaven and Hell(black sabbath with ronnie james dio) concert in phoenix at the dodge theater. :)

thursday- going over to ashlyns house and playing rockband! :) :) and than spending the night at Karleighs and taking these plastic dear off this guys lawn at night :) haha

friday- spending time with my dad :) hopefully getting my schedule if the gay ass school will let me have it

saturday- Tubing the salt river with my dad, tim, chyeanne and hopefully ashlyn :)

sunday- relax, get ready for school the next day.

monday- wake up at the butt crack of dawn and go to school. kinda looking forward to it.

and somewhere in that week i need to go to walmart and get pink duct tape to replace the orange stuff i have on my backpack :)

yup thats my week so far.

anyway im off for the night, i have heartburn :( too much stress and acid reflex disease= heartburn :(

sad face

anyway im off

i'll probably blog tomorrow about my arrival

night

-Josta

will i

2009-08-06T23:53:00.002-07:00

ever find the guy that treats me right?
im still young but i worry about that.

i've been in relationships before and they all end up breaking my heart.

lying, cheating, being assholes.

im down right now cause i just got my heart played with AGAIN.

i feel so stupid for letting my guard down to let him in.

but how am i supposed to know if he's the right one or not

if i keep my guard up i'll never know.

sorry im just kinda down right now.

stupid, teenage, heartbreak.

oh and

stupid me....

-Josta

Im Torn

2009-08-02T21:00:00.002-07:00

i don't want to leave but at the same time i CAN'T wait!

sometimes my grandparents (especially) my grandma

just doesn't get me, and i know that she is doing the stuff for the "best" for me

but at the same time

it just gets annoying.

i need her to understand that I'm not 5 years old anymore.

but at the same time i really don't want to hurt her feelings by telling her that.

its so hard

my dad understands me, he truly does.

and i can not express how much that means to me! :)

anyway I'm shoved in what used to be my room but now is a office watching one tree hill online

CHRISTMAS HINT: i LOVE one tree hill and the seasons 1-5 are out on DVD right now and i have none of them :) ha ha

love how SUBTLE that was :P

-Josta

My scripture case

2009-08-02T01:06:00.004-07:00

has no scriputers in it haha

it currently holds breaking dawn

because i don't read the scriputers why should i take them with me?
actually i don't even know where mine are.

im an agnostic, sorry if that offends you if you don't know

what that means here

-One who is skeptical about the existence of God but does not profess true atheism.

-An agnostic does not deny the existence of God and heaven but holds that one cannot know for certain whether or not they exist.

but anyway i have church tomorrow so i just stuck a book in my purse :)

because i will not be reading the scriptures tomorrow expecially not allowed in sunday school class

and i will need something to entertain me while i ditch Young Womens. that class is dreadful so i would rather sit outside and read :)

alright well im off i need some sleep since i need to be up in a couple hours to do my hair :)

Goodnight

-Josta

p.s. i've lost 15 pounds this last month! :) down to a size 11 jean :)

im SO excited if you can't tell. so to reward myself i went shopping :)

and i got this uber cute outfit only thing not new is my Night Ranger Tank top :)

i leave

2009-07-31T10:49:00.001-07:00

to go back to arizona on August 10th

so any Utah people that want to hang out

we need to plan something

soon.

JERK

2009-07-29T17:02:00.002-07:00

okay so i went out with this guy today
and he was super nice and i thought that it went good but it didn't/
he called me FAT.
what kinda guy calls a girl fat
apparently i do not meet up to his standards.
i work out just as much as he does if I'm not working out in a gym im running around.
i mean you go into a clothing store and you know what look at the shirts!
size small there are a lot left middle there are like none left and the large's they are non existent.
i mean COME ON!
what is up with that!
ugh.
honestly he is in the category of the 3rd gender (quoted from Katrina Farkas =])
ugh. i feel nasty :(

MEANIE HEAD!
:( :( :(
I'm depressed kinda but I'm with my best friend Tasha
yup
I'm going to go now.
bye
-josta

some advice?

2009-07-28T11:55:00.003-07:00

right now i am having a delema

im thinking about school this is my last year of high school and i really need to start thinking about college

i've heard a lot of people tell me that i shouldn't go into any junior colleges and just go straight into a university.

truth be told

i CAN'T afford to go straight into a university

but im scared to think that if i start off in a junior college what if the university won't accept me after i've saved up the money and earned some more credits.

this is a major step in my future and i just need some advice.

Thanks

cross your fingers i can get some grants

-Josta

So i met

2009-07-26T22:01:00.002-07:00

this boy named Ericson (thats his last name) and he's amazing :)

my best friend tasha introduced us :)

i have a date with him on wedensday :) and im SO excited :)

i have another dentist appointment tomorrow.

im so nervous :( ugh i hate this

hopefully it will be over fast.

well im going to go watch some more one tree hill and than go to bed

Night <3

wish me luck

-Josta

This is what us nerds think about harry potter

2009-07-25T19:40:00.005-07:00

Okay so before you read this:

-I LOVE HARRY POTTER

- i have read ALL the books and so far have scene all the movies

-if you liked the movie, you may not like this very well.

-im not saying i HATED it i just think they could have done better

-some parts where really good and others were just moments i sat there waiting for them to be over.

-i am going to go see it again and maybe than my opinion may shift. for better or for worse

-so please feel free to express your opinions for next time i see the movie (on tuesday) i will take them into account.

-and if you have not read the books, than this review will more than likely sound completely dumb to you. for that i appologize, but this is how me and my friends see it.

Thanks :)
-Josta

- i finally broke down and watched harry potter online

-sorry didn't mean to send that twice

jeff says:

howd you like ti =\

Josta, is in utah says:

all i can say is WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jeff says:

I KNOW!!!!

Josta, is in utah says:

IM SO PISSED

jeff says:

soooo much fucked up

Josta, is in utah says:

how could they do that

jeff says:

idk

Josta, is in utah says:

UGH!

jeff says:

and the fucking christmas seen where the burrow was destroyed???? the didt even have flur or the last battle let alone how dumbldor died!

i was grunging in pain the whole movie

Josta, is in utah says:

i know! or when harry arives and the prime minister is there?!? wtf?!?

or his funeral

jeff says:

or the new prime minister in general!

Josta, is in utah says:

i know!

jeff says:

4 scene's hes saposed to be in, all key scenes

Josta, is in utah says:

specially for the 7th book!

jeff says:

god i've been wating for you to see it so i can flip about it lol

Josta, is in utah says:

okay lets start at the beggining

jeff says:

lol

Josta, is in utah says:

#1 where the hell is the prime minister

#2 what about the scene with the dursley's KEY SCENE

how about harry showing up at the weasley's and fluer being there

jeff says:

and how about harry not knowing about him coming, or the weaslys not knowing

Josta, is in utah says:

i know!

and harry meeting dumbledore at a train station?

jeff says:

i know

Josta, is in utah says:

flirting with a girl!? everyone knows he likes cho and ginny

jeff says:

and the girl i was like wtf

lol

Josta, is in utah says:

the slug club ring any bells? how about TONKS being the one who rescues harry from the train and snape walking him up to the great hall in muggle clothes

and i don't even have the book by me right now

jeff says:

i know!!!

Josta, is in utah says:

lets see here ummm how about the house of gaunt! key lesson

jeff says:

and the ring??

Josta, is in utah says:

yeah! and how about them not taking care of magical creatures and hagrid being put out

or the apperation testing!

jeff says:

or how harry new how to save ron and the lesson about that shriveld bean to use

Josta, is in utah says:

yeah! and what about dobby and kreacher following draco during the quidutch match

jeff says:

and harry getting injured

Josta, is in utah says:

and snape finding harry after he used sectumsempra?!

jeff says:

ya i know

and ginny making them get rid of the book

Josta, is in utah says:

and where is Hepzibah? she has the hufflepuff stuff another KEY KEY KEY point

jeff says:

i kno!!!

Josta, is in utah says:

and when the castle is attacked!?!

jeff says:

i know!!!

no fight

Josta, is in utah says:

where is everyone its supposed to be a BATTLE not a i run away into the forest

what about bill getting attacked

jeff says:

and splitting the luck potion?

Josta, is in utah says:

yeah cause he didn't drink the whole thing

and what about grawp at the funeral? or Umbridge

jeff says:

or the fucking vanishing cabnet@!!!!!

Josta, is in utah says:

what about the freakin funeral!

i know

ugh

jeff says:

godddd

Josta, is in utah says:

its ridiculous!

jeff says:

i knowww

the last few days.

2009-07-25T18:40:00.003-07:00

Wed-

went over to tasha's

went to tae-kwon-do

visited Layton Christian Academy with tasha

found out my mom suprised my grandma.

went and visited my mom.

spent the night at my grandma's.

Thursday-

woke up.

went to breakfast at the star (SO GOOD)

came back to my grandparents house.

found out i have another stupid dentists appointment monday.

got really really frustrated.

cried myself to sleep for so many reasons.

Friday-

Got woken up at like 8:30.

went with my mom and grandma.

got jimmy johns subs (YUM).

Went up and say my uncle lynn with my grandma, mom and cousin jeff.

Got Farrs ice cream (AMAZING!)

decided to spend the night at my grandma's again.

went to bed early.

but was up almost all night(the dogs don't like thunder)

Saturday(today)

i woke up.

went and got food at the budhist temple.

pigged out on amazing food

took my mom to the airport. we are actually getting along.

came back to my grandparents house.

watched harry potter online. (couldn't wait any longer)

was disappointed by the stuff they changed and the HUGE parts they left out.

listened to music on shuffle for hours.

semi ate food, didn't eat a lot.

went on a walk.

and now im hoping someone can hang out.

tomorrow i have church.

monday i have a dentist appointment

tuesday im going to my grandma's again :)

Crawling into a hole and dying

2009-07-23T19:34:00.003-07:00

sounds like a awesome plan right now.

Seriously do my grandparents and my dad not get that this is supposed to be a VACATION not a sit in a dentists chair and have them drill holes into your brain trip.

I just had a freakin root canal done and it hurts. i can't even eat on my left side of my mouth i haven't been able too.

and my grandma just scheduled another god damn appointment for me on monday.

another (trying to refrain from swearing) freakin root canal.

im like hyperventalating i just want to run away and never come back.

i can't handle another one right now.

i physically and mentally can not.

its not fair. and right now i probably sound like a winey little teenager but im not.

im speaking the truth right now.

i can not do this.

but they are forcing me to do it.

and at the same time getting me to feel bad about not wanting to do it.

im sick of getting bitched at about it.

but looks like im going to be stuck in another stupid dentists chair on monday and i have to cancle the plans i made with my grandma young because apparently i didn't have a right to make those plans without asking.

in my opinion.

family is more important than a dentists office.

i need to get out but everybody is working.

and i don't have a car.

FML!

blah

2009-07-22T12:13:00.002-07:00

fits my mood right now.

I'm supposed to go to Tasha's tae-kwon-do testing tonight.

But i don't know if I'm going to.

i have a fever and my head is throbbing.

this is what happens when i have a emotional breakdown

so right now I'm just sitting in bed hoping my head will stop throbbing at any moment and that my fever will go away.

Anyone know any good remedies?

Currently I'm sitting here quietly listening to Michael Jackson's 25th anniversary of Thriller CD.

its good but i also added some songs that weren't on there since i have the playlist on my computer.

i want to go to lagoon sometime soon i haven't been there for a long while. (the reason i say that is because I'm laying in my bed and can see lagoon from my window haha)

i think it might possibly be time to get out of bed for the day since I've been passing out off and on and right now i feel semi awake.

i don't even know who reads these really. But I'm just going to keep on posting them :) because the way i look at it is I'm going to want to look back to a certain day or month in the future and i also like sharing my life with people. its a good stress reliever sometimes.

i really want to go work out but with my head and fever i can't :(

i need to get my leg muscles up in tip top shape. they still are in really good shape i just need to work on them and my tae-kwon-do stuff.

wow so this turned out longer than i though

oh i was going to post contact information

jostanae@msn.com/yahoo.com

myspace.com/jostanae

facebook.com search for Josta Lennartz

twitter.com/jawsta

if you want to text me or call me email me and i will reply back with my phone number for i will not post it on here
:)

have a good day.

cross your fingers that i get feeling better.

-Josta

Going to try

2009-07-21T22:49:00.003-07:00

and get some sleep.

i guess the plus side is that the crying is making me tired.

I've learned that sunglasses come in handy sometimes.

I'm not even sure what I'm rambling about i think my brain started shutting down at 5pm.

and its now midnight so I'm almost positive that my brain has gone on break its been on overload since 4pm.

random fact of the moment: Mexican food sounds really good. A bean, rice and cheese burrito from cafe rio sounds really good (my cousin josh brought cafe rio up today at lunch) there is one in layton so i think im going to stop in there tomorrow maybe. They are so yummy.

well I'm officially brain dead so i think i will go lay down and hopefully get some sleep.

-Josta

im still.....

2009-07-21T19:11:00.004-07:00

crying. I've been off and on since 4pm today.i can't get a grip.

i miss everyone in Idaho. Kim, Rob, Mya, Bernadine, Kev

in and Amanda(even tho i didn't get to see her this time)

and mostly

Josh and Ashley.

i can't describe how thankful i am to have all these people as my family i love you all so so much. Yes Ashley and Rob you are my family too. And i love you very much.

i just wish that i didn't live so far away.

So i threw another college onto the possibility list. its in between them and family in Utah.

Idaho State University.

They have good academics and good prices. I'm going to order a information packet to see.

.......

and here i start crying again.

i can't stop!

:'(

This is my cousin Josh, he's always gotta pull a face. :P

This is Ashley(Josh's Wife) and baby Mya(Kim and Robs baby) rob is sitting next to Ashley, Ash and Josh are currently expecting a baby boy, they are going to make great parents :)

This is a classic, In the corner that's Kim and next to her is my cousin Josh and next to him in Bernadine(my grandma's sister)

In the far left corner is Kevin (Josh and Kims dad and Bernadines Son) My grandma took this picture and Josh is smirking at me goof ball

Kim is the one standing up with her daughter Mya and Kevin right next to them holding his sunglasses for Mya to play with he's talking to rob and Ashley is talking to Josh across the table.

i love you all.

-Josta

TOMORROW :) :) :):):) :) :):)

2009-07-20T19:03:00.002-07:00

we are driving down to Jackson hole and into Idaho falls tomorrow and guess what
i get to see Josh again :) AND hopefully Ashley :)
we are hoping to see her too :)
cause we adore both of them :)
two great people who i am so happy i have in my life and by my side :)
well anyway im hording the computer here and there is only one so this won't be a long blog
cause im ending it right here :)
gotta twitter before i get off tho :P
thanks grandma for reminding me
oh p.s.
i miss my dad and my cats and my fish
-Josta

Comments

2009-07-18T19:01:00.001-07:00

i totally hope i got them working i went thru the process so hopefully
haha
gotta go

Yellowstone

2009-07-18T18:23:00.002-07:00

Well yesterday i was in Idaho and i met up with all my cousins except for Amanda because she is in Boise instead of Idaho Falls.
But i got too see Kim and Rob and their baby Mya (SO adorable) i also got to see My uncle kevin and his mom(my grandma's sister) Bernadine AND i got to see Ashley and i must say the extremely adorable baby bump and most of all my cousin Josh. :)
i missed him so much.
Although i started feeling sick so we had to leave dinner (it was thanks to the earing in my newly pierced ear, THANK YOU ASHLEY FOR RECOMENDING CLAIRES FOR EARINGS) but im feeling better.
But back to dinner. at the end i completely broke down as soon as him and ashley turned around i started BAWLING my eyes out. :'(
i hate living so far away.
i miss them so much.
but at least i have tasha that helped me stop crying :)
anyway today and the rest of the time i don't know how many days at the top of my head but we are goin to be around the yellowstone area..(Fun..)
i wan't to go back to idaho falls so hopefully we will go on the way back
anyway gotta go :(
bye all

:(

2009-07-15T00:29:00.002-07:00

im sad, i was unable to go to the Harry Potter midnight viewing because i have a dentists appointment bright and early. Lovely huh. yeah gotta finish my root canal.

after we get done me tasha and my grandma are going baby shopping and than me and tasha are going to tae-kwon-do

than i have another appointment on thursday at 7am at the dentist

than friday me, tasha and my grandma and grandpa are pilling into the car and heading to idaho

eek :) i was so happy my cousin Josh called me the other day but it happened to be the day i got my root canal so it hurt to talk :( but i get to see him and his beautiful wife(and cute little baby belly) in a couple days :) :)

but my tooth has been off and on hurting for today but for the most part its been fine :)

the only thing thats making me feel off is the amox

icillin its making me kinda nauseous :(

but by the end of tomorrow it should be alot better because i

will no longer have nerves in that tooth.

Well im going to bed gotta get some sleep oh and people please

STOP POSTING STUFF ON HARRY POTTER!!! please

Night :P

-Josta

oh p.s. i like this picture :) haha

root canal.

2009-07-13T18:00:00.002-07:00

well i went to the dentists to get my tooth filled and guess what

it turned into a root canal, i have to go in on wedensday and get it finished than one more time on thursday.

apparently there is another tooth that needs a root canal also.

thats what i get when my mom didn't take me to the dentist for over 10 years.

well so far this dentist trip didn't hurt my dentist is a pretty cool guy

he's mormon and the lady helping him today her son is a player for my favorite baseball team

the Kansas City Royals, we sat there and chatted about BBQ and everything it went smooth

even though i know i'll be fine im still kinda nervous

but i guess its true that i should get them done now so im not in pain.

well i got ice cream cause guess what!
Im not heat sensitive anymore :)
but im still lactose intalerant

darn.

Oh well a little wont hurt me :)
-Josta

Im scared

2009-07-12T22:26:00.002-07:00

tomorrow after noon is the first time EVER that i have had to get a cavity filled.

im so nervous :/

i don't know if its painful or anything and ever since i found out i have to get a filling it has been no stop research.

I have been watching youtube videos and reading about fillings and what tools they use and the worst part looks like the novacane shot. cause i HATE needles. (pretty sad since i love tattoos)

but i dunno. im just scared.

comforting words?

appointments tomorrow at 1pm..

-Josta

creepy

2009-07-08T00:08:00.001-07:00

-- Michael Jackson signed his will on 7/7/02.
-- Michael Jackson's memorial was on 7/7/09 ... exactly 7 years after the will was signed.
-- Michael Jackson's two biggest hits -- "Black & White" and "Billie Jean" -- were each #1 for 7 weeks.
-- Michael Jackson's three biggest albums -- "Thriller," "Bad" and "Dangerous" -- each produced 7 top 40 hits.
-- Michael Jackson was the 7th of 9 children.
-- Michael Jackson was born in 1958 ... 19 + 58 = 77
-- Michael Jackson died on the 25th ... 2 + 5 = 7
-- Michael Jackson has 7 letters in his first and last name.

Just

2009-07-07T13:58:00.002-07:00

got done watching the memorial service for Michael Jackson. It was a very good service and it goes to show you that there are so many people that are inspired and that Michael Jackson was their idol.

The point in the service that hit me the hardest was at the very end when his daughter paris said that her daddy was the best daddy there is. When she said that i started bawling. My heart goes out to his 3 children in this time that i know is the hardest moment they have had in their lives.

The world has lost one of the most influential people on this planet. He has helped so many families, so many lives and so many dreams come true.

I hope that he rests in peace and he is there watching safely over his children and guiding them spiritualy.

-Josta

UTAH!!

2009-07-02T08:55:00.004-07:00

Im finally here! :)
yayayayay

today i have gone hiking with my dad and gone to the gas station and got more ice

its only 10am hahaha well 9am my time

im usually not even up by this time

but i feel so energized!

oh my! haha

in about a hour we are going to have lunch with my Grandma Young at crown burger!
YUMMY

and than later on tonight me and my dad are going up to echo reseivor (my aunt and uncle have a property up there) for the rest of the weekend :) and than my dad leaves on monday :(

im not entirely sure what im doing next week but the week after that guess what

Tasha comes home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and than me her and my grandparents are going to Yellowstone and Idaho! :) oh my I'm so excited!!! :)

and than we come back down and its around the 24th of July pioneer day!

gah! i want to go to lagoon right now SO bad

but i don't have the money and today i don't have the time to

so maybe someone will have to come and go to lagoon with me

maybe I'll see if Caleb wants to go.

hmm i dunno :)

alright well I'm going to get off of here i don't know what I'm going to go do probably get ready to leave

wo wo wo

oh and

HAPPY 4th OF JULY!

here are a few pictures, yeah i know the dates wrong my camera reset itself haha the one that says Jan 2nd 2005 should be July 1st 2009 and the one that says Jan 3rd 2005 should be July 2nd 2009. trust me if it were January 1st i wouldn't be up in the mountains unless it was for skiing or snowboarding haha. but i need to figure out how to change that. Haha oh well :)

Mountain at my grandparents house, lagoon is where the white thing is sticking up thats called the Rocket.

Hoover Dam and construction going on for the new bridge they are FINALLY almost done with.

so much

2009-06-29T00:21:00.003-07:00

to do,
wow. i only have 2 days left
why is it that i ALWAYS wait until the last minute? haha
oh well. Tomorrow im going to finish cleaning and than im going to go dye my friends hair come home and finish laundry and stuff and than tuesday im having a few friends come over for a kick back while i finish packing and put the final details on my suitcase.

i really need to find my missing socks. i don't know if the dryer ate them or if it was the lint trap but i really need them back so please dear dryer or lint trap. give them back.

oh and ever since Michael Jackson died i have had his music stuck in my head.

i dunno i think im going to go clean and maybe hopefully be able to go to sleep soon.
oh thats another problem i have been having lately is i can not sleep. im turning nocturnal i swear. im so tired during the day and than at night im wide awake
ugh it needs to stop!

blek

anyway look at this picture of the gorgeous sunrise here in arizona
isn't it just stunning.
-Josta

Michael Jackson

2009-06-25T16:46:00.002-07:00

is dead

Im going to go watch free willy.
he did the soundtrack as the above video is
:(
RIP
thriller *dance moves*
being a dancer i danced to his music
many times over
its sad.
and it didn't hit me until i was in the car with Ashlyn and it was on the radio that the king of pop is dead.
wow.

haven't updated in awhile

2009-06-22T20:28:00.004-07:00

i've just been so stinkin busy
wow i can't believe its June 22nd already
like really? its crazy its been a month since i've been out of school now and it only seems like a week.
Well this weekend was my friend Hopes wedding it was so so so pretty :)
it was on Friday so me and my dad drove up there and all that fun stuff we ate at this really good BBQ place in down town Flagstaff it was so yummy :)
Than yesterday was fathers day and we didn't really do anything just kicked back around the house because thats what my dad wanted to do :)
I went swimming today :)
im going to miss my pool while im up in Utah but thats okay :)
i can't wait!!! :D eek!

there is only lets see here 20..19..18..17..16..15..14..13..12..11..10..9..8

days left till i'll be on my way up to Utah :)

me and my dad are driving up there and he wil

l be there for the weekend of the 4th of July a

nd than he has to come back to Arizona :( but i'll still be in Utah for the rest of the month :)

I can't wait im going to yellowstone and idaho falls and my best friend Tasha is supposed to be

going with me :)

this is going to be EPIC!!!

im so excited if you can't tell!
haha i need to start packing or at least getting the stuff ready that im taking and making a checklist and all that stuff.

i already have the books packed that i am taking with

me (twilight book is already up in utah im getting my grandma to read the series :D)

the books im taking are

New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn so my grandma Lennartz can finish the series hopefully

and im also taking Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince :) its always a tradition for me to read the book and the whole series before the movie comes out :) and right now im on Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows (the last book) so im going to read HPHBP again the day before the movie!:)

OMG OMG OMG i CANNOT WAIT :)

:( except im not going to be able to see it with my dad since he will be here in Arizona and i'll be in Utah but the lucky butt gets to see it in 3D IMAX, hmm maybe i'll have to take a trip down to SLC and go to the Gateway and see it hah :)

wow this is seriously the longest blog i have wrote i think. and im just going at the top of my head.

What should i pack? i travel so gosh darn much that i should know what to pack but i don't, its an undless struggle. i don't want to over pack but i don't want to underpack since i'll be there for a month+

I have Iron & Wine Flightless bird American mouth stuck in

my head at the same time as Iron Maiden 22 Acacia Avenue

really weird combintaion. haha so weird

im running out of things to type but at the same time my head has so many things floating around in it that they just mix together and leave me thinking what the heck?

i have no idea people im sorry im rambling ALOT right now but i guess thats okay once in awhile.

right? hmmmm.. haha

Im hoping that im at least ammusing somebody at the moment because im about ready to burst out laughing haha. geez.

Hello my name is Josta and i have ADHD.

End of story haha :)

okay the end

for now :)

-Jostaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ouch!

2009-06-17T22:39:00.004-07:00

so my ear is killing me right now, it just started pounding the last couple of hours :(
i don't know whats wrong but if it persists through tonight and into tomorrow I'll ask my dad to get some ear drops
My foot also hurts fairly bad right now i stepped on a thumbtack today but I'm lucky i have so many calluses on my feet that it didn't pierce all the way up into the veins it just got stuck, ha ha.
Other than my ear and foot hurting I'm in a very good mood :)
I have 1 1/2 days until my friends wedding :)
Congratulations Hope!
and than i have less than 2 weeks until I'll be in Utah! <3
I'm very excited about that, so i pulled down my big suitcase (because I'll be in Utah for a month) and i forgot that i had used it as a storage container ha ha, its kind of off I've got my nice clean room and than a big pile of random stuff next to my suitcase.
Ha Ha it is saddening i do not know where to put that stuff its mostly just papers but they are important and i need to keep them. I need another storage container that is NOT my suitcase.
So i got these really cute sandals in the mail from my aunt Carolyn here is a picture :)

:) i needed new flip flops but i still do need a pair of just plain black ones i left my old ones at Samantha's moms house and she lives like 2 hours away :( they were airwalks and the were SO comfortable!
oh well i'll get some new ones hopefully :)
Well im going to bed my ear hurts :(
Goodnight :)
-Josta

14days :)

2009-06-17T02:27:00.003-07:00

Till i will be in the car heading up to Utah :)
im so so so so so excited like i can't even begin to describe how excited i am :D
so i haven't been doing that much right now im in the process of organizing my room before i go up to Utah so when i get back my room is clean and not all nasty and stuff
i've got my friends wedding in two days im driving up to Flagstaff with my dad
that should be something fun for the weekend :)
anyway i did a video blog so here

Pretty much explains everything haha :)

<3 Josta

Semi-bad day

2009-06-13T23:21:00.004-07:00

well i got woken up at like 6am by a stupid bee that was in my room
luckly i didn't get stung but i was darn right close too
i thought it was a fly at first but when i looked up at my window it was deffinetly a bee
well i got the bee taken care of sadly i had to kill it but i had no way of getting it outside :(
at about 10am by dad bursts into my room and tells me i need to get up now.
i was so scared, he says i need to look up a vet
by this time im freaking out
he tells me that my cat kisses is really sick and shes not breathing right
So i get the address for the vet and than we head over there
she didn't like the car ride at all but amazingly once we got to the vet she was okay
she just layed on the table and purred while she kept switching back and forth between me and my dad
well the doctor said that she was okay, she ate some sort of poisioness bug.
She got a shot and we have to give her 2 different kinds of medication
but than we had the car ride back home with her howling all the way
but we got her home and she went and hid under my bed
poor baby
than she came out and kc my boy cat was walking around with her making sure she was okay
so thats the bad part of the day
the rest was okay
we went up to trader joes the organic store and got stuff to do homemade chinese food :) Yummy
and than we finished watching the star wars trilogy :)
what can i say im like my father i LOVE starwars :)
haha well im going to go watch some One Tree Hill
i gotta get caught up because its the show that im now obsessed with
first Gilmore Girls, than 7th Heaven, and now its Greys anatomy and One Tree Hill
geez haha :)
The one on the Left is my boy KC and the one on the right is my girl Kisses

Hmmm new look? i dunno haha

-Josta

Todayyyy

2009-06-09T23:16:00.003-07:00

was a pretty amazing day :)
i mean i didn't do a whole lot sorry people to disapoint but its not like i went to the circus and jumped through hoops haha
But today i played some Luigi's mansion :) and than excercised for about an hour than well i read pretty much the whole rest of the day and listened to music
:)
well i got onto my face book and was super happy :) i got a comment from josh! i never get to talk to him and i don't care if its only for 2 minutes that i get too im just glad that he messaged me thanks Ashley for showing him my blog :) i really do miss him.
oh oh oh and congrats on the baby boy :) :) im already looking for stuff :)
Than after i got a comment from Josh i got a comment from Natalie and she's going to be in idaho falls with her kids and grandkids at the same time im going to be there :) the timing is perfect :)
this summer just keeps getting better :)
haha well im in a very good mood :)
oh oh oh does any one have any book suggestions im running out of things to read and i need some new spice in my book life :)
anyway i dunno what else to talk about oh oh oh look what i photoshoped :) haha

anyway i think its amazing :)
Goodnight <3
-Josta

Can't Sleep

2009-06-09T01:50:00.002-07:00

Well it currently is 1am in the morning and i can't sleep :(
ugh its frustrating
But I've been thinking about my birthday thats coming up in a few months (september 12th) and since it will be my 18th birthday i really REALLY want to talk to the family and have everyone pitch in and get me a car
it doesn't have to be this fancy new 2009 BMW i don't need that
what i would like is a car thats at least a 1994 car with less than 100,000 miles on it and runs good
I have found a couple cars that are around 1999 and range from $1500-$2500
But its something that will make it easier to go to and from work and school and i won't have to share a car with my dad so our schedules don't clash
Its just a thing that i really do need and i would be willing to accept that as both my birthday AND christmas present
Hmm i dont know well im going to go lay down with my kitty and go to sleep :)
good night

memories

2009-06-08T13:34:00.003-07:00

I was just out in the living room watching a few family videos and i ran across one of Kim and Robs wedding that was in Idaho falls, a few years ago. It made me realize how much i miss my family up there..i haven't seen them in so long that it just plain right SUCKS.

I've lost contact with most of them but i get informatio

n from my grandma.

The one person from Idaho that i miss the most is..

my cousin Josh. we used to be so close he could always make me laugh.

But time goes on and now he has a beautiful wife and from what my grandma tells me a baby on the way :) Congrats to both Ashley and Josh.

Point being i miss them so much, Josh especially.

well here is to writing a blog in the middle of the day and blinking away tears

-Josta

Hungover?

2009-06-07T23:56:00.005-07:00

No no no no no people i'm not hungover haha :P

So today me and my dad went and saw that movie The Hangover

it was pretty good haha some good laughs but ehh it was okay

it earned it rated R title yes very much so indeed

Well after we got done at the movies we came home and got the peanut butter we bought for my Grandma Lennartz at Trader Joes and took it back because the seal on it was broken and we didn't realize it till we got home. We got some yummy bread and avacodos and dad made this super yummy bagel sandwhich kinda things toasted bread with avacodo and cheese and something else but right now my mind escapes me.

at trader joes today i tried this meatless sloppy joe mix and it was actually really really good

So i officially only have 23 days until i leave for utah <3

im so so so so EXCITED i get to see my family :) AND i can not wait to see TASHA MARIE FARKAS!! this girl has been my best friend forever :) she might be coming with me too yellowstone and idaho :) :) :) i can't wait to see everybody else either im excited :D

hmm i don't know what else to talk about

Well im not sure yet but i might get up kinda early in the mornin tomorrow and walk to my friend Jonny's house he lives almost 3 miles away and i figured if i can get there before its hits 100 i'll be okay.

haha

im still deciding on it >.> of course i probably should tell him that i might be showing up at his house at 8am haha >.<

well im off to bed

Good night sleep tight :)

S*U2M0M0E9R

Everyone i'd like you to virtually meet Jonny :) No no no people he's not my boyfriend he already has a boyfriend :) hahaha :)

UP

2009-06-07T00:42:00.003-07:00

So today was a good day :) Went to the movies around 1-2ish with my dad and saw UP in 3d the movie theater was PACKED like literally no seats in the raised area so we had to sit in the front seats, the ones we had were in the middle so not the very very let me break your neck seats but the movie was SO SO SO good, i cried a little in the beginning and some at the end but its a movie truly fit for EVERY age group :)

Well we got done at the movies and we went to Wally World (aka=walmart) and got Kitty Litter and some new fry pans one is like a dutch oven skillet and the other is like a Wok pan :) Well we got done at walmart I went over to Jonny's and his boyfriend Drew came over and Alicia and Brittany were there too we walked

to the store and than went back to his house and played with the Sims3 (GRRR stupid game having to be $50....:( anyone got any spare change? i would seriously love you FOREVER :D ) but Brittany made her character and than her and Alicia had to leave so i got to make my character :)))

Well right as i hit save it was time for me to leave

Went home and Played Animal Crossing for a little bit (jonny let me borrow it :D) than dad cooked an AMAZING dinner all vegetarian for me :) Thank you dad :)

it was SO SO SO good it had Soy beans and corn in it and it was on top of a Bread bun with Gorgonzola on it

so truly delectable

We watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire ca

use that's the number he randomly picked and well we stopped watching in the middle of it because well i don't really like the 4Th movie they butchered the books to much but we had to look for a hotel to stay at next weekend (the 19th) for my friends wedding so we got one booked and than dad went to go read and i played Animal Crossing again and well that was my day now I'm finishing this blog and going to bed

I'm BEAT haha

Going to go see that Hangover movie with my dad

tomorrow and than maybe going to the mall with Ash and Emilyyy and than maybe hanging with Jonny after that? Hmmm

i dunno :) that's tomorrow and for now its time for my brain to rest

Goodnight my friends :)

LOVE <3>

Jogging?

2009-06-05T23:05:00.006-07:00

Yup jogging im getting up at like 6 am to go jogging :)

hmm start to this lovely workout session throughout summer hmmm? yes i think soo :)

so today i really did not do that much, i read a lot like i have been but other than that i watched a couple movies and than just layed around.

Than my dad got home from work and we drove up to Best Buy and got the new CD from Chickenfoot its a band and if you like Sammy Hagar buy it :)

After we got done at Best buy we went to smart and finale i love that store i get the industrial size of Gum for super cheap :) its like 15 packs for 8 bucks

Than we went to my FAVORITE grocery store its all organic its called Trader Joes and its AMAZING :) But we got some food for dinner, we got some pot stickers and dumplings and we made homemade chinese food for dinner i made chicken fried rice and man was it good <3

But i got some Cliff bars at Trader Joes, they are usually like $2 at a grocery store for the small ones the big ones at Trader Joes are only $1 each

i also got some organic natural peanut butter =]

yummy :)
well this weeked we are going to go see UP and that The Hangover so hopefully they are good :)

oh and than we got home tonight and we started watching Marley and Me and my dad hated it so much we took it out haha

than we watched this movie called Thunderdome it has a really young Mel Gibson in it, it was actually pretty good, corny but good

so yes i think that concludes my blog for today

a parting song for you my friends <3

i love this song <3

Picture yourself in a boat on a river,

With tangerine trees and marmalade skies.

Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,

A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,

Towering over your head.

Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,

And she's gone.

{CHORUS}

Lucy in the sky with diamonds,

Ah... Ah...

{VERSE 2}

Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain,

Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies.

Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,

That grow so incredibly high.

Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,

Waiting to take you away.

Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,

And you're gone.

{CHORUS}

Picture yourself on a train in a station,

With plasticine porters with looking glass ties.

Suddenly someone is there at the turnstile,

The girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

{CHORUS REPEAT TILL THE END <3}

HAVE A GOOD DAY EVERYONE :)
-Josta

Summer Blogging

2009-06-04T20:15:00.000-07:00

Hello my name is Josta :)
Well i decided that i may as well start doing a blog

actually its more like starting a new blog considering i can't remember the bloody password towards my other account so i will settle on this one. hopefully i will remember to do a blog everyday, sometimes maybe twice a day depending on how boring or how interesting my day is going. Well i guess since this is my first blog on this page i should introduce myself but i will also write an about me section sometime soon

Well to start off my name is Josta (its pronounced jaws-ta) many people call me jaws so feel free to if that is more convenient. I was born on September 12Th 1991 which right now puts me at 17 years young. i will be 18 in a couple months and after graduating high school i would like to attend the University of Utah and if not there than i would like to attend Weber state university in Utah.

I grew up all of my childhood years in Utah and it is truly and always will be my real home. I moved to Arizona when i was around 14 i lived in Arizona till i was 16 when my parents got divorced and my mom moved to Florida to live with her new boyfriend and i was whisked away with her. I lived in Florida for exactly a year and than i finally had enough put my foot down and moved back to Arizona. I am currently living with my dad and i am a Senior in high school.

CLASS OF 2010 :) it is an exciting time for me right now :) i might be moving soon though, i am a child on wheels meaning i move a lot.

I love to read, yes i know that many of you are going to say something about my favorite books because there are so many people that like them. Well here we have it my two favorite series are Harry Potter AND Twilight. I like BOTH of them and that's that :) I remember when i first got into reading Harry Potter i was up in Idaho Falls and my uncle Kevin i think was at a band practice at his ex girlfriends house well his girlfriend has a cousin who loved the Harry potter books i had never read them before so she went out and bought it for me, i have read that book so much that the spine is falling off, i have to be very delicate with it since it is a paper back because that was before they started publishing it in hard back.

Hmm well now I'm just rambling so i shall post another later :) i think I'm going to go workout that sounds good :) Bye<333