hot hot hot hot....omg HOT

well hello :)
so im updating again going to try and get better at this :) so this last week i drove back to arizona with my mom that was long haha but being the driver makes time go faster i've noticed lol unless your the passenger and completely passed out :P haha
but anywayy coming from 20 degree weather to 90 degree weather is a climate shock, my body is still trying to get used to this, is ridiculously hot
we are having record breaking heat here right now its insane haha
But yes, i've gone swimming and started a annual girls night out with my girls sonja and sam :)
not much else to account on except im trying to find a job its ridiculous how hard it is :( ahh man.. lol but anyway

2 months till David will be here :D
oh and me and my dad are looking at moving into a house in june or july not completely sure yet tahaha :)

tata darlings :)
-Josta

of course

i would forget my password to this thing lol

i've been so busy lately that its just plain right crazy!

work has been hectic and let me tell you

working retail in a mall on black friday SUCKS it was so packed all day and i had to cover someones shift so i was there for instead of the 6 hours i was supposed to do i was there for 12, it was a clustermuncher!

on my lunch break i braved the mall area and went straight to hot topic got the two shirts (that were only 2 for 25 instead of being 20 bucks for each shirt) that i wanted, stood in line at orange julius for 10 minutes and made it back in time for my lunch to be over and have to start back up, i mean i guess the bonus of it being busy was the fact that it went FAST i looked at the clock and was like holy damn! so hopefully i get a good paycheck out of that

im craving....a new tattoo haha, i haven't had ink in 10 months i need a new one, i know what i want just need the money so hopefully for christmas? :)

Tim and cheys wedding turned out gorgeous i'll have to post photos when they actually get them posted on the photography website, its taking forever lol

what else...hmm i think thats it for now

:)

-Josta

a month!?!?

wow i can't believe its been a month since i have posted on here, thats pretty damn right sad.

im so horrible at this, i always come on here to read the people's that im following blogs, but i never hit the new post button even tho i should.

oh geez where to begin, i haven't posted since september 20th and since than a LOT of stuff has happened and a lot is happening still lol

well lets start with that week, of course i wasn't feeling goo

d, but other than that everything was going good! :)

September 23rd, 2010- i get a text from my friend who i had just seen earlier on saying that she was going to the hospital to be induced and having the baby today, so at around 8pm i went up to the hospital and nothing was progressing and i had a busy day ahead of me(a job interview! :]) on the 24th so i headed home around 1am. She ended up having to have a C-section that morning and My Goddaughter Jesskia Renee Thornely was born at 3:44am on September 24, 2010

September 25th- went and tried on my dress at Davids Bridal, they are gorgeous dresses, but holy hell the PRICE was so ridiculous, with depositing and everything it was ridiculous so chey's mom decided she was going to make our bridesmaid dresses, the price is the same but we can pay her over time thankfully instead of having to have it paid for by the 12th and the fact that they didn't have everyones size, they had mine but missy (tims sister) was the same size top as me and they only had one of them. so annoying.

Over the next week random stuff was just crammed into the schedule, going over to get fitted my dress and everything. Than the 7th of october was my dads 40th birthday we went out to dinner at red robin YUMMMMMMM :D and than the 8th we had a birthday party for him at tim and cheys place :) it was fun

i was feeling doubtful about the job interview that i had had because i hadn't heard anything back from them at all, well on the 13th they called me and i got the job!!! :D i am now an employee at Dicks sporting goods :) i've always wanted to get a job at a sporting good store so im happy :) lol

on the 13th and 14th i went shopping with sam and sonja they were trying to find stuff for homecoming dance cause we were gonna go as alumni but sams sis got sick so we couldn't go :( but its okay i had more fun i think (that later)

on the 15th i had to go in to work and do paperwork and watch the most boring training videos i've ever watched, 4 agonizing hours but the kid i was training with was a hoot we kept laughing and making fun of the videos.

the 16th i got together with all the bridesmaids at starbucks and we planned Cheys bridal shower and bacholerette party (which sadly i can't go to because im not 21 :[ 2 more years!) after that i went over and tried the bottom part of my dress on and it fit perfect :) hopefully its still like that (i've lost some weight)

the 18th i got a surprise from ups fallout new vegas got to us a day early!! it wasn't even supposed to be released till the 19th and we got it on the 18th! haha :P

the 21st was my first day at the new job! me and my friend sonja went up to the mall early so we could hang out and stuff we went and played around at the apple store :D fun stuff lol and we also watched people speed walk thru the mall whilst sipping on starbucks lol i worked from 1-5 and my dad came and picked me and sonja up she hung out with some friends while i was at work and her and sam came and said hi to me while i was in training mode lol :D after we dropped off sonja we went to the store and got pizza stuff and than we came home and made pizza for dinner.

on the 22nd me and my dad went over to tim and cheys and had a scary movie night with them and chey's brother and his wife. it was fun :) we watched the new nightmare on elm street and the new amityville horror it was good lol amber hadn't seen either and she jumped a few times it was great :D

the 23rd my dad, tim & chey and myself went to LJ's pizza (my favorite pizza place in az) for dinner and than we went to the gauntlet haunted house at golfland it was GREAT for 12 bucks a person hell yeah and the fact that i saw a guy (who was trying to be all cool and stuff because i was in his group) completely legit scream, run and jump like a little girl. at the very end our group almost died of laughter we were expecting cause we had seen people coming out of the house and there was a guy hiding with a chainsaw but this guy didn't know and the dude came out with the chainsaw and i swear to god this kid ran and didn't stop running till he was all the way on the other side of the mini golf lmfao it was AMAZING, we went into the arcade and me and chey played ddr and than we left stopped and got drinks and stuff and than we went back to tim and cheys for a few and than we went and saw paranormal activity 2 at 11pm, it was AWESOME it definitely scared me a few times, even freaked my dad out, a total must see for sure :) good idea on my part :P made a scary night even better :)

on the 25th i had my first day full day of work scurryy lol i was all by myself but i got the hang of it after a while :D i worked 3-9:15 and jonny saved me and gave me a ride so i didn't have to walk (not having insurance on my car FREAKING SUCKS MONKEY BUTT!!!!!) than my dad picked me up :)

26th i woke up and i checked outside and guess what was sitting on my doorstep!?!?! FABLE 3!!! i played till about 2 and than i had to leave i worked again but i had to walk, it was so hot to, ugh why is it in the 90's in october? 3-9:15 again my coworkers are cool tho they weren't gonna let me walk home, but my dad came to pick me up :) but if he wouldn't have they would have found a way to get me home they are so cool :) i got home and of course played some fable 3 :D lol

27th i was off so i spent the day doing what? laundry and of course playing fable 3 hahaha 28th was the same BUT I BEAT FABLE!!! haha yeah i beat it in 2 1/2 days thats intense my dad hasn't even beaten it yet, just goes to show you how much i love fable lol.

today's the 29th and i waited for my dad to get home so we could go to the grocery store to get stuff for tomorrow, we are making dips and stuff for the halloween party tomorrow, and i got the HUGE marshmellows :D i just hope someone pulls thru and gets graham crackers so we can have giant smores lol :P

tomorrow isn't halloween i know but its the day that we can all have the party so tomorrow morning im getting up and showering doing my hair and my makeup and getting pumped for the party :)) than wait for dad to get home from work and go to alexa's get my tutu that i need and than im gonna try to coax my dad into stopping at the halloween store so i can get fake eyelashes (it would make my makeup so much more amazing) and than head to the partayyy :D should be fun my dads being fred flinstone and im being captain america girl aka marvel girl, me, my grandma and mom made it over summer. BUT i am taking another costume with me because the fabric of my homemade costume is really tight and its so HOT and not breathable at all i'll be sweating so much (GROSS much) than the 31st i don't know what im doing probably nothing just chill at home i work on the 2nd 315-915 and than again on the 4th but this time 945-315..blek morning shift. the 5th im spending the day with chey its my day with the bride since i can't go to the girls night out on the 6th, my dad leaves for flag on the 5th for the bachelor party, and than the 6th is the dinner that i dunno if im gonna be able to go to, and than the 7th is chey's bridal party which should be fun :D i don't know my schedule for the next week but i know they better have givin me the right days off i CANNOT work the 11th, 12th or 13th way to busy the 11th i have a appointment at 1130am to get my nails done for the wedding with all the girls and than the rehersal dinner is this night too, than the 12th is the big day BUSY DAY more like it lol, gotta wake up at like 7 or 8 and get all my stuff together and than have dad get his tux and everything good to go than we have to be in tempe around 11am-noon so we can get ready there since im a bridesmaid and he's a groomsman, than the wedding is at 4 and than the night will go to the reception and i dunno how long thats gonna be but than we will drive home, and im gonna need a r&r day lol, than the weekend after that is guess what HARRY FREAKING POTTER!!! i can't believe this is the last installment i know its only part 1 of 2 but still its sad!! i've grown up with HP, probably going to the midnight premeire with jonny and rina and them and than going to see it again with tim & chey and my dad on the 20th or 21st :) their first movie as a married couple :) and than the 20th i might go to my friends adam bday party not sure yet

and by the way totally not looking forward to the 26th thats right black friday, because more than likely you'res truly will have to drag her ass outta bed at a nice 3am and go to work. :/ blek the joys of being a cashier, thats gonna be scary lol

well wow that was long, but im condensing a lot haha

next time i'lll try not to wait a month!

-Josta

recently

i have been really sick :(
im not sure whats going on with my body, but ever since i had surgery on my mouth and i got that infection, i've been getting so sick and yet again im sick, dizzy beyond belief, stuffy head, headaches, tiredness, everything is just going wrong right now.
im starting to really get worried on whats going on and i think its about time to head to the doctor and find out whats going on with my body.
because i can't keep this up for much longer..something just isn't right.
lets cross our fingers that i just get better soon.
but if not, and i do have to go to the doctor.
Lets pray its nothing serious..
-Josta

So today

was my birthdayy :D i turned 19...can you believe it 19!! holy geez time freakin flies by

my birthday celebration started last night :) Alexa and Adam came and got me and than we went to Silver Que Hookah lounge and than Our friend Kibby showed up and my frie

nd Marek ended up showing up it was pretty fun :) met some new

people had a fun night :D

well i woke up this morning and just relaxed and waited till i heard from jonny, showered, got some toast all that stuff and than jonny called me and he took me out for gelato, and starbucks than we met up with brit and ricky, than we went back to th

e mall and for my birthday i got a tiara and birthday sash :D haha it was awesome than we went into Dicks Sporting goods and i was watching the cards vs st. louis game YELLING in the middle of the store but thankfully my cards one on my bday :) lets home my chiefs do the same tomorrow! , around 5 i went back home and went to dinner with my dad to one of my favorite places Red Robin :) Yummmmmmmmmmm, i love my dad he's so awesome :)) after dinner went back home and watched the cowboys redskins game with my dad and than when he went to bed i went out with brit and ricky and we washed my car! lol than i went and saw destiny and daniel, she's huge she's due anyday now so im on baby call lol, than i came home and talked

to david on skype :) <3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdNYPW1mlE0

But i think thats probably the end of my night lol gonna go watch some movies or something till i pass out who knows lol

heres some pictures :)

Flash Back :D

Flash back to kindergarten, who was your best friend? Do you remember, do you remember "playing" with them afterschool, going over to their house, recess at school? how about field trips? their name? or maybe not even that but maybe the last day you saw them?
i do, my best friend was a little boy named David Bilbray, i used to go over to his house after school we would play hungry hungry hippos and that weird elephant game that the elephant trunk shot out butterflys and we would ride our bikes around his neighborhood, during recess we would hold hands and run around the playground and dig holes in the sand, when it rained we would play with the builder blocks, and in the kitchen and when we were lucky mrs. cadwell let us get on the computers! we once went on a field trip to the layton park and i remember we went to the playground and had lunch there and we found these rocks which are still there and me and david played leap frog on them :), we were inseperable, but his parents were air force and they had to move and when kindergarten got over he left :( i went over to his house one last time and it was all packed up and the last time i saw him was after we hugged and i had said "see you later" and got into my grandpa's car and we drove away. little did i know that was the last time i would talk to him for 13 years. Well this last weekend i was bored and so i was going through old photo albums that my grandma puts together and there were a bunch of pictures of me and david :) and so i decided what the hell lets try this again (i had been searching for him for a long time) and i entered his name on google about the 6th result was Facebook: David Bilbray-Florida, i thought hmm maybe so i decided to add them, the next thing i know i get a post on my facebook Whoa is this who i think it is and i asked him who he thought it was and he said the Josta i knew in kindergarten in utah? :D i was SO SO SO happy you don't even know :D all my hard work finally paid off and i found my long lost best friend :) i lived in florida on the opposite coast as him a couple years ago lol its a small world, but we have been texting and talking and it seriously feels like we have been friends this whole time, now we are planning a trip for either me to go to jacksonville florida where he's going to college or for him to come to arizona to see each other within the next year or so :) i can't even tell you how ecstatic this makes me :) mission complete on finding david bilbray :D

Wickeddd

So i went to lagoon the other day with my bestest Tasha and we had SO much fun :) i got a season pass so i can go whenever i want to so if anyone wants to go with me let me know!! :D please lol :)

The Wicked (the newest coaster) is AMAZING <3>

Me and tash are hopefully going back sometime this week and going to lagoon-a beach since they have the bounceback deal going so she can get in for $10.00 cause i bought her the valid pass :)

Other than lagoon not to much has been going on i might be going rafting down ogden canyon this weekend so that should be fun :) but the water is going to be scary cold lol, than i'll be going to lava hot springs and than my grandma wants to plan a run up to idaho falls so that should be fun :)) i love getting to see my family up there and i finally get to meet little Stone <3>

oh i've noticed in utah that people here say lets play instead of lets hang out haha i think its cute :) its silly to see the things that are different from here and there.

anyway im out :)
<3

-Josta

OH and i've been practicing my photography! :D