Thursday, July 23, 2009

Crawling into a hole and dying

sounds like a awesome plan right now.
Seriously do my grandparents and my dad not get that this is supposed to be a VACATION not a sit in a dentists chair and have them drill holes into your brain trip.
I just had a freakin root canal done and it hurts. i can't even eat on my left side of my mouth i haven't been able too.
and my grandma just scheduled another god damn appointment for me on monday.
another (trying to refrain from swearing) freakin root canal.
im like hyperventalating i just want to run away and never come back.
i can't handle another one right now.
i physically and mentally can not.
its not fair. and right now i probably sound like a winey little teenager but im not.
im speaking the truth right now.
i can not do this.
but they are forcing me to do it.
and at the same time getting me to feel bad about not wanting to do it.
im sick of getting bitched at about it.
but looks like im going to be stuck in another stupid dentists chair on monday and i have to cancle the plans i made with my grandma young because apparently i didn't have a right to make those plans without asking.
in my opinion.
family is more important than a dentists office.
i need to get out but everybody is working.
and i don't have a car.
FML!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey Josta! I'm sorry you have to spend this time at the dentists, but I'm sure it's for the best. Its your fav cuz tellin that!