9 days

till i turn 18. its crazy to think that i'm going to be a "adult". im kinda scared about the new responsibility that i will have, but at the same time im kind of excited for it :)

I haven't posted in so long and i kinda feel guilty but i have been so busy with school and i've been sick for the last 2 weeks that i just haven't had the time too.

whatever im sick with it has been draining my energy super fast im

almost the walking dead before 3pm anymore.

i really hope its not the swine flu (even tho the regular flu is almost the same damn thing and kills more people)

i just want to be better again and no more sick

i hope im better before my birthday, that would suck so bad if i was sick on my bday

oh and im kidna excited to see what kinda presents i get from people haha :) what at least im honest, but truly for me a hug and a happy birthday (possibly a card) would be good for me :)

but other gifts are greatly appreciated to hahahahaahha :)

for being sick im still in a great mood :)

and im enjoying that haha but at the same time

i just want to go to bed and sleep for a day or two and feel better, but no guess what its only thursday! ugh why does it feel like friday? im not sure but hopefully i can stay awake in classes tomorrow. unlike today, i kept drifting off to sleep and slept in the nurses office.

the worst thing about being sick at school is that when you go into the ba

throom and throw up people jump to 2 conclusions your bulimic or your pregnant IM NOT EITHER OF THOSE PEOPLE im SICK! haha i actually said that today >.<>

anyway this picture was taken

on Karleighs 17th birthday Happy birthday karleigh! :)

Oh and i REALLY wish i had a car of my own.
i need a job

but i need a car cause everything is so far away

i need to go to school

and the college for other courses

bleh i really really do need a car

i'll keep my fingers crossed that i get one